i have a santa kink. i want you to dress up in a sexy santa suit and leave me expensive presents under the tree when im sleeping. leave afterwards
I’m not sexist but I can guarantee that this was written by a women…
"im not sexist im just going to assume this was written by a woman because it has something to do with wanting expensive gifts" moron
Preferably hubs would wake up and hold me for a few hours until I can calm down enough to get some sleep, but he has to work and I’m not completely selfish so I’ll leave him alone.
Tonight just kept getting worse after the dog explosion, burnt dinner, and cockroach fiasco. Hubs and I got in a huge fight (probably the biggest one we’ve had since being married nine months ago) and then I had to unclog the drain in the tub which was disgusting because I lose a handful of hair every time I shampoo.
I gave up trying to sleep in bed with him. I’m not mad anymore, neither is he. It’s just.. Awkward. We always, always resolve this type of thing before sleeping but I was just too worn out to try tonight and now I keep wondering if he secretly hates me. Which is ridiculous. He’s snoring and fast asleep and he told me he loves me so I need to stop being paranoid.
I’m really tired and I’m making myself get up with him at 645 tomorrow because I feel like I have to prove I’m not completely useless as a spouse (have no job, suck at cleaning, etc.)
He’s as understanding as one can be about me constantly being tired and in pain, but it has to get old. Realistically he won’t notice and it’s probably pointless to do it but I’m anxious as hell and that seems like a smart idea right now.
I made him a lunch for work and made me some hot chocolate, then watched polar express and made a grocery list and cleaned the kitchen and started the dishwasher and the washing machine and ordered a shit tin of opks/hpts on amazon because I’m spending too much money on them at Walmart.
I need a Xanax or something why didn’t I ask for a refill. I’m going to bust out of my skiiiiiiiin soon.
In the span of ten minutes, my dog exploded diarrhea all over the floor, a cockroach ran across my bare foot, and I burned dinner to the point of being inedible.
All I want to do is take a bath but OH WAIT I CAN’T because hubs is letting the dust pan he used to clean up shit lake “soak” in the tub.
I can’t handle this right now. I am so overwhelmed.
I’ve been congested and have had a tension headache for a few days. I Figured it must be allergies.
Tonight though I’m sipping herbal tea with lemon and honey with a heating pad on my chest.
I really wish I had my rescue inhaler because this chest pain/not being able to take a deep breath thing is pretty shitty.
Plus it’s making my pain skyrocket. I’m considering taking some tramadol even though I’m almost out.
Not good, this night, not good.